April24.  Choice and convenience 

All quiet for the first time .Both kids at school. EJ in NewYork me just sitting here after the morning choirs . Weird ,it’s a nervy flighty feel a small calm that I can’t relax in . There’s still a lot of decisions and actions to make . Like a 2nd car (not fun I just drive them but I don’t like them ) a permanent dwelling , kids sport ,swimming lessons and heaps of other essentials . But fuck it lets talk about consumerism because California must be king . Every chemist supermarket , corner store , even joints like Target will sell milk , bread general groceries needs . They often have coffee and salad bars . Whole foods (upmarket food supermarket ) even has a bar for christs sake .  And then there’s the alcohol that everyone of theses places sell ! And insane choice at dangerously cheap prices . Even the little guys sell it cheap. I’m trying to stay strong but gee I’m getting twitches thinking about it . I will try and get a photo and or at least tell you some prices soon . Adios amigos