November6 36hrs 

  • It’s weird, it’s your birthday and you’re  on the other side of the world .You’re  alone , for me this is quite comfortable. I don’t deal well with the attention of a birthday . I feel kind of embarrassed. It’s just me , I’m no different yesterday or tomorrow . If I was home I’d keep it to myself . I’m awkward with compliments or good sentiment but the irony of this situation is that everybody knows it’s your birthday .Im on the other side of the world , your birth date gets stretched through the time zones. 36 hours of ‘good wishes’, it’s kind of cool , I guess.It sounds like an admittance of loneliness that you’re not at home to celebrate your special day with friends . The thing is , they wouldn’t of known anyway as I would keep it hidden . No Facebook required , I was dead against it . I’m in the US and I’ve got to admit that social media has been a godsend. You probably know a lot more about me now than you ever did . Don’t worry I’m not getting a big head , when your over here you can post stuff and know you re not going to run into someone down the street.  To all those that have wished me happy birthday , I really appreciate it . I actually feel better for the sentiment , and that makes me cringe a bit .  I will see you all soon enough .To those that didn’t wish me happy birthday , it’s all cool , cause you get sick of  wishing everybody a happy bday . I’m bad at that , so don’t be offended .  Oh gosh folks , I feel  the good vibes projected across the Pacific , I’m a bit embarrassed. I fought with myself to delete this blog , but I’m pressing send ……………….. Now.     Fuck it , now I’ve revealed too much .

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